Shaun, SoulCalibur IV and nostalgia – Day 205

September 1st, 2010 arrows friends, introspection, video games arrows No Comments


Written with sexy graphics by Nichole

This morning I spent a couple hours fine-tuning edits for “Will,” which included completely axing 2,000 or so words. I like to be concise; I like leaving things up to the reader. Not everything, but a lot of things. Next comes all the smoothing, tying the loose ends and making sure it works the way [...]

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Thinking, inking and watercoloring – Day 179

August 6th, 2010 arrows art, introspection arrows 4 Comments


Written with feelings by Nichole

When I have something to think about, something scary or difficult, I want to make things. And the things I want to make usually fall into the vein of visual art or strange music. I write, yes—I’ve been journaling in a paper journal perhaps a bit too much lately—but it’s only during these times when [...]

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Depressed? Go to church? – Day 164

July 22nd, 2010 arrows introspection, starving artist, writing arrows 6 Comments


Written with questions by Nichole

I didn’t feel very warm and fuzzy after my appointment today. To be honest, I felt downright miserable. I don’t think I’m making much progress. If anything, I feel as though I’m regressing. Whether or not that’s normal, who knows, but it’s making me ask why I’m going in the first place. I just sit [...]

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Guilty – Day 146

July 4th, 2010 arrows introspection, self, writing arrows 7 Comments


Written with guilt by Nichole

I have a horrible habit of feeling guilty. When I’ve done things to hurt others, I feel guilty, and rightfully so. However, I feel guilty for many things I probably shouldn’t even feel guilty about. This week is a good example. The place I’m contracting for had given me this past week off, and so [...]

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Avoidance – Day 139

June 27th, 2010 arrows introspection, self, therapy arrows No Comments


Written with feeling by Nichole

I like when I’m busy because I don’t have the time to think about things that bother me. Being busy is great though, and being busy stirs all the happy in me, coating my insides with that warm, cozy feel-good feeling. I imagine it like warm chocolate drizzled over vanilla ice cream. Cherry on top. [...]

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The world is my new gym – Day 136

June 24th, 2010 arrows introspection, self arrows 2 Comments


Written with sore quads by Nichole

In typical Nichole fashion, I’ve been feeling guilty about not going to the gym these past couple weeks. Middle of the day (around lunchtime) was my time to work out. I was awake enough from the morning, but not yet tired from the evening. It was a great balance. However, since starting my on-site web [...]

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