Jinked

Today was tied up in a bit of anxiety. I’ll leave it at that for now and quite possibly divulge later. Possibly.

I didn’t write, which is bad, but I read a lot, which is good. There is never a wasted moment reading. Plus, I learned some new things and did a little research. Disconcerting research, but research nevertheless.

Also started reading a new memoir: Japan Took the J.A.P. out of Me. Pretty good thus far. Only about 60 or so pages in, but it’s holding my attention. The narrator grates on my nerves with how pampered a life she’s used to living, but hopefully by the end I will have learned to love her. I think some lessons will be in store for her as well.

It’s been hot these past couple days here in NW Indiana. I’m trying to withstand the heat as long as I possibly can, but it may prove to be too much. I’m all sweaty and hot flashing. It’s 90 degrees in my apartment, which means that if I bury the needle in my thermostat, I’ll be turning on the air. Only six degrees left!

I’m not sure why I like to torture myself so much with the heat. I deserve a few days of A/C, especially when it’s this hot.

Gonna try my hardest to write tomorrow. If that fails, I will start a little early on my web work so I can get that out of the way. Falling in and out of inspiration sucks. I think it’s because I don’t want to write what I’m writing. It makes me feel weak. Foolish.

Yet, fools rush in where angels fear to tread.