Jinked

As some have noted, I haven’t updated in awhile. Ten days to be exact. Why?

This past Friday I had finished my contracting job with a local company. I guess the last week or so I’ve been a little unmotivated to blog once I made it home from work. I tend to get wrapped up in things individually, which sort of sucks because I really love to multi-task. I felt as if I didn’t have anything of interest to talk about.

I’ve also been writing in a paper journal more lately, and it quells my need for journaling quite well. I wish I could share it, but I don’t feel ready quite yet. I’m not sure I will ever feel ready. I have some things to work out for myself first. I will enlist help of friends and family as needed, but right now it’s all an issue I have to tackle on my own.

We will see how I feel after this coming Thursday. I may need to talk about it then. Hiding things only lets thoughts, perceptions of self, and assumptions fester. I don’t want to be all icky inside.

On a more positive note, today Rahsaan, Atom and I were at the Woven Light gallery showing in Cedar Lake. Ali Jacobs is a talented, local artist and it was an honor to view her work and listen to her story. I love watching artists live their dreams and come out successful. I aspire to be that myself one day. Such an inspiration.

Be positive, Nichole. You have so many great people looking out for you.

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