I had a hard time sleeping last night. I went to bed very late and woke up early this morning because of it. My mind was swimming with possibility. Consequences. A smidgen of regret.
I went through most of today in a haze of thought. It was gray. It was like that outside as well, only [...]

4 Shout Outs

Written with trepidation by Nichole.
Filed away under introspection, self, video, writing

Everyone. Thank you. Seriously, it means so much to me.
I will be a little less cryptic tomorrow. Promise. :)

1 Shout Out

Written with a cryptic hand by Nichole.
Filed away under self

I’ve always enjoyed this song, starting when I first heard it in all its 16-bit glory back in ‘95. I saw it performed live once when my sister, a friend and I all attended a PLAY! concert years back. There is just something behind it, some semblance of hope and spirit in the face of [...]

Zero People Love Me

Written with the Masamune by Nichole.
Filed away under self, video games

I had tracked my period all last year on a wall calendar with images of outer space, a new breathtaking image every month. (I really love outer space, despite how lonely it makes me feel.) I would do nothing more than circle the day I started my period and try to predict when it would [...]

3 Shout Outs

Written with a bit of lower back pain by Nichole.
Filed away under self

I was told by a friend that it’s okay to feel sad, but you should never feel sorry for yourself. The line between the two is so incredibly blurry though, that I have a hard time figuring out which side I am on.
It’s good advice, and I want to hold to it, but I don’t [...]

Zero People Love Me

Written with awesome by Nichole.
Filed away under self