video games, workout
2 CommentsI’ve adopted a new workout schedule. When I come home from work, I change into shorts and a tanktop or whatever I have that’s handy and comfortable, grab a tumbler of water, and catch up on my HCBailly Let’s Plays. Currently he’s running through Final Fantasy VIII and Link’s Awakening, both of which I am [...]
introspection, self, starving artist, video
1 CommentYou should never expect things to fall in your lap, especially something as complicated as change. I have an extreme fear of intimate relationships, primarily with men. Shocking? While I have always loved on the basis of a person rather than on the basis of gender, I’ve oftentimes wondered if I gravitated towards women because [...]
friends, introspection, starving artist, video
No CommentsMary and went walking on the beach last weekend. We saw the sunset. We talked about everyday things. Meaningful things. Silly things. It didn’t matter. We were in good company. Staring at Lake Michigan, with sand in between my toes and sneakers stuffed with smelly socks in my hand, I thought about how I take [...]
art, friends, plants, starving artist, video, web design, work
3 CommentsThis morning I drove to Tracy’s house to buy a painting. A few months ago, I had seen her work on a website and fell in love. I didn’t even know she painted. I didn’t know a lot of things about Tracy then. I still don’t. She’s an enigma, a very cool woman. I hope, [...]
friends, introspection, starving artist, video
3 CommentsThe last time Courtney and I went dancing at Neo we did a lot of people watching midst our short dancing breaks. Sweaty and panting for breath, we’d move to a table, washed in the glow of a single candle, and just watch people on the floor twist, stomp and jump. There was one girl [...]
introspection, starving artist, video, writing
1 CommentAfter taking care of things around the apartment this morning—cleaning, bills and whatnot—I decided to have an adventure at Uptown Cafe and write for awhile. I took one of my journals with me, because I wanted to get the next chapter of this memoir thing absolutely right. I stared at the blank pages for awhile, [...]